Guyssss. Guess what?! Im BACK! okays, i know the prolog its too lame. But im so desperate want to talk now !
Before that, im going to ask something. In the whole life, seriously did you've been non stop to stalk a people just for the reason of He/She's too gorgeous,ugly,weird,tall,short,silly whatever?
I did ! I did. Someone it's too perfect in everything that caught my every sight every stepped to move forward. Im trying to get closer. Ouch, he's too aloof to let people touch. A perfect high jumper, an ideal runner,a flawless team leader,and a talent basketball player. That's the reason drag me to the place he belongs. [ chuckled ]
Admittedly, i really stalked everyday. They say im too bitch,whatever. Blaaa. Im really a bitch,watch out!
I need something to describe my feeling now ! Ahh! Like a blooming rose dancing with the prose grasses and let the wind lift my feet of the ground spin me around.
Im not falling. Im just trying to say that : Girl's ! Don't get disappointed, there's still exist some perfect guys. lmao !
School's life is okay. Friends are so perfect. Im just live surrounded by their laughter everyday.
Everything are going smoothly and we are live so blissfully.
Yet, there's must be something imperfect. Just like we are writing a long descriptive, but there's still some mistakes.
Im lack of ideas about it.
I'll easily influence by other's thought. So im always doubt about the decisions i've make, and the way i'm stepping.
Then, there are those who says , I'm just dwelling on the negative too much.
tujuh belas hari lagi. One of my sweetest friend says " wish you success on it " .
hope so =)
Q1 : 你旳大名
tengyewying lol
Q2 : 你认为什么才是真正旳幸福
和朋友在一起的时候,是我最幸福的时刻.
Q3 : 你觉得爱情重要还是友情重要.
看情况吧
Q4 : 你相信天长地久吗?
或许它只出现在电视里
Q5 : 你现在过得快乐么?
快乐 =)
Q6 : 如果有秘密.你会做到坦白地告诉对方吗？
如果我觉得有必要
Q7 : 喜欢小baby吗?
天啊 ! 那是个噩梦,别碰我 ><
Q8 : 你是谁？？
我是yy
Q9 : 希望自己多大结婚?
看有没有人要我咯 [LAUGH]
Q10 : 证婚启示
没那么夸张吧?
Q11 : 你觉得女生直发好看还事曲发好看?
都好看吧,就看她适合什么
Q12 : 最想去哪里旅游?
英国 !
Q13 : 一辈子都不会忘记旳人.?
那一个擦肩而过的陌路人.
Q14 : 如果爱一个人,是不是要拼命地爱他(她)?
no idea
Q15 : 看到天空.你想起旳第一个人是谁.?
他的微笑 =)
Q16 : 你会爱他一辈子吗?
不会吧. Hah !
Q17 : 喜欢你旳人和你喜欢旳人.你会选哪个？
这问题也未免太 现实了吧?
当然还是我喜欢啊.
Q18 : 你会以什么方式向她(他)表达你旳爱?
目前还没头绪. 也或许不会吧.
Q19 : 如果看到自己最爱旳人熟睡在你面前你会做什么?
拿相机拍下 ! :D
Q20 : 你后悔过自己旳决定吗?
无时无刻吧.
Q21 : 你脱口而出旳话是?
.......
Q22 : 现在最迷什么?
照相 ! DSLR
Q23 : 你是好孩子吗?
不是.
Q24 : 觉得爱情和面包哪个重要？
当然还是面包
Q25 : 你白痴啊?
大部分.
Q26 : 如果你旳BF(GF).经常不回家旳话.你会怎样?
我会打给他.
Q27 : 心烦旳时候要怎么办?
听歌,让自己入眠.
Q28 : 你是个记仇旳人么?
看情况吧.
Q29 : 最爱那个.离你有多远?
就 那么远.
Q30 : 可以做到永不背弃爱嗎？
我是双子座,你认为呢?
Q31 : 如果你知道你快死了，最后一句说什么？？
痛快的抱着朋友说, 你们都别那么快死啊!
Q32 : 最爱最爱旳人是谁?
........ 看回上面吧.
Q33 : 在你心裏、最愛聽旳3個字是什麼.？
你真好, 证明我没把事情搞砸了.
Q34 : 希望時間停留甾哪個時刻..?
那一刻我最想停下来的时候. [白痴]
Q35 : 最讨厌对方对你做了什么？
背叛
Q36 : 如果对方提出分手你会挽留吗？
不会.
Q37 : 现在幸福吗？
还好吧.
Q38 : 哪一个国家你觉得最浪漫的？
当然是 巴黎啊.
Q39 : 我染發會好看嗎？
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Q40 : 是否狠心去拒絶過①嗰人?
忘了 ...
Q41 : 如果你心爱的人背叛你
那就一刀两断了 .
Q42 : 你被点了几多次?
不懂
Q43 : 现在最想去哪里?（每个人自己开一个问题)
还是英国.
快了快了 !! XD
艳阳天 花园 汗湿他的脸
纯真时我17岁挂念那男孩
亮晃晃 时间拉着青春跑
跑过了午睡醒后草场的喧闹
What if I told you?
It was all meant to be.
well maybe i'm dreaming
but still lie awake.
Gosh, I just can't believe I can just use a pleasant mood and talked frankly to them.
Sometimes, just a part of times. I still will doubt about that when im talking about the topic, what kind of emotion on my face? I'm smile like nothings wrong, but i go through the stuff they never know. Perhaps.
they said my story was too pity to touch.
they said i shouldn't stand at the remain place.
but time fliess, I fall I seek for the rehab and I learnt.
im changing, i gain lot of smiles from it too not merely of sadness.
yet,I never wish faith to bring me away from him.and thanks that he's the perfect wan.
Aku sudah buat rebonding !
Oh my gosh.
I feel like reborn. [ laugh ! ]
anyway, my hair look more tidy =)
thanks to the stylish suck my 300 bucks like a perfect money sucker.
Here coma an ugly face for you.
yuck !
Something about last night.
it's our lovely bitch birth !
the actual date was 1st of Feb
She's kinda surprise for the cupcake.
Eat eat eat
taste taste taste
laugh laugh laugh
Happy birthday my bitch Lam !
we will always love you
How many times can a person run back and forth?
I've been through my share of up and downs, and I've learned that I need to stop,maybe not a tend to make all things to become a full stop.But slow down the stepped,even though i knew the entire time that it wasn't going to work.
The time is ticking, i know i make a dumb mistakes and my life was a big mess, but who doesn't?
I feel like I just trying to fill the empty spaces of heart but you know what? I don't even care.
Times, make it heal please.
You would never know how much I've been obsessed to you.
last night, I went for my cousin's wedding dinner at Park Royal Hotel.
Firstly, I was damn a numb mood when I knew that have to go there,
just because my name was on the guest list. ><
I hate crowded place
I'm tiring to dress up like a monkey
I dislike talk to people with a fake smile
but luckily,i enjoyed the wedding.
the host of the dinner was my cousin's siblings - Sammie Teng Hsin Yi and her brother.
they were totally in Aussie slang x)
those are the lil souvenirs.
the bridegroom's name - Teng Pe Khai
the bride's name - Chuang Siang Huey.
Dato's family and Dato Sri's family. LOL
I will get another extra angpao this year ! WOW!
my little nephew.
tired. that's all for today =)
it just black and white.
Someone ask me why.
I said " because black and white would never have the common border "
just like me and you.
once we meet,
we still will stop at the invisible line.
im a lot like you, more than myself.
Before I knew it, another day passes and
My footsteps go towards home
With a mind that first started with a bulky heart
Sometimes inside the tired everyday
My breathing freedom drags my tired body and
My figure became cut off somewhere
As if I didn’t live without regrets
With the mind that first fluttered at the bulky hope
I’m curious about the tomorrow that can’t know
Even if there is hard and harsh work, I can endure it to not be shy
When you start to fear the day and when you get tired
Everyone gathers strength and spreads their dream’s wings
by Seoul - Super Junior and SNSD
can i not like it for a while?
YOU never know that I'm going to SPLIT ! split into million pieces.
too much fcuking word stuck inside my heart.
among the friends, which was the best choices to pick?
between the lie and honesty, which was the best way to make things look more beautiful?
I got so much to say to talk. I really fed up of making choices, and keep blaming myself wasn't done perfectly in everything.
i'm tired. seriously. the heart never get a rest with the loaded choices.
the other day, I am repeating the same task to you.
yet you still the one COLD to the max. I should never expected any cherish reply,isn't?
I'm only up when you're not down.
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground.
you drive me crazy half the time
the other half i'm trying to let you know that what i feel is true.
another day another same question to me : don't you've been moved on?
Tadaaa! Those are the picture in Queensbay and Gurney.
yeap, we were headed to there yesterday.
Shop a lot
walked a lot
spent lot of cash too of course !!
It's MNG. My first dress ! XD
Py@ Kitchen dress with her Vincci high Heels !
After that, we went to Kek LOK Si !!
the sexiest lady ;)
Tiga pasang kaki stepped on the kek lok si floor.
Gurney Drive " special dessert "
taste nice wan x)
Rojak ! woohoo.
Charles & Keith , Padini , MNG , Armani Exchange tee.
I love both of them.
I heart them too
Since when ... I knew nothing, no one, aside from you.
so near yet so far.
I just could staring at you and without saying anything.
i though i had moved on.
my scars never healed.
i'm just waiting the time past and never search for the rehab.
they said : "
time's was the best healer "
I said " that was just a
lie ! "
As I pen this now, I wonder the expression when he see this. [ okay, i know he wont get a chance to see about this. ]
YOU. I'm not sure what to do with you. i'm buying a hard time knowing the every single part of you. but what i getting from your action is care less. i love you, you don't know that or maybe you know that. yet, the love is changing to a different meaning like love you as my dudes that more than friends. an unique wan. I share my every up and down moments to you, but sometimes your reply seem screw up everything. As you said " I ain't cool, just don't know how to express ", I get it and i try to memorize in the mind. i want we still the better best friend,and always stay beside me,share with me your every joyful and tearful thingy.
ME. i've been miserable for the past few months. but i'm recovering from the pain now since after i have some talk with my dearest -
py. I guess it's time to give myself a chance to be happier. i like him, i really do. i will searching for rehab, i promise. i will pay hard to be the one who " don't think too much ".
by y.
" because I don't want you to do that "
just few words but it did mean a lot to me. I wonder why.
you never know what's feel. it just like make me feel like dropping from a heaven.
what you say what you do last night.
i remember it.
currently,need a starbuck to numb my thought or my heart perhaps.
High School Musical
Gossip Girls
Day of Summer
Twilight & New Moon
Recognize the most fabulous peoples in Hollywood. they just simply take our breathe away.
I adore. the movie the series.
stay with me like what they do. okay? ;)
they are just too Hotttt.
Blaaaah ! Finally it came to an end of the December . Sadly it was the last post for 2009 @ tomorrow would be a brand new morning glory people! 10 jam to go ;)
2009 might be so awesome,special for everyone. For me, it was half joyful half tearful year. There's lot of things up and down along the year. What I've been facing the the awful result I get and struggled about the studied and lots lots of dispute with parents. Of course that I also learned a lot from the down part of the life. Trying to be stronger,tougher,intelligent,independent whatever would make me changed better from a teens to an older teens. I'm not just saying and I really buying the time to mean it.
They were those bunch of best peeps in my life. Despite we've been separated in diff country diff places for our studied but they'll give me a helping hand when I was falling, taught me what does " BFF " means. I don't know how to survive if i'm going to lack of them in my life [ wink ] and another classmates etc.
Glad that you all were still my friends, thanks for everything =) Please Keep the touch forever and ever.
And also in this year, I started knew well about a lil boy. He's the only wan totally reversing my life. Just like the picture. He taught me he hold me he try to ease my every single pain. Rightly, he took away my heart and gave it back into pieces, all I do was picking up the pieces that falls apart yet still pretend i'm fine with it.those foolish joke he spoke could just so simply make my mouth permanently pulled up for whole day. frankly, i always hope to forget everything and forgive every stupid act to you.
Literally, I'm grateful for all the happens between both of us and you're still stayed beside me.
Lastly, it's all about the family. thanks for parents who had gave me lot of materialistic life. thanks for everything they taught me since I was a child. thousand thanks for my sister who don't mind to keep repeat telling me everything about the life , comfort my fearfulness of life.
Once again, thanks for my family,peeps and you.
Think, when you are able to get through this round, you can fly as high as you can.
Don't blame about the past,because that's the life.
Goodbye lovely toughness 09 !
